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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Okay, i have to admit, i've been out lately these few days/weeks. With me going out almost everyday, i realised that im out of clothes!

TOPMAN. i realised that topman has been dominating my wadrobe. and i got skinny jeans! FINALLY. sweater, tshirts. hell yeah. need, more, clothes!

19th December
This was when i went out with gee, lajambo, fathi, fareez, khai and wan. dont know why we went town for. got a topman wallet. i was broke the minute i bought that wallet la. slacked at mccafe till i was forced to go home.(2nd pic, farid looks damn gay.) it was also quite a long time since all of us met up and went out. so it was the only time everyone was free.


24th December
This was after kl. The day we came back we were already out again. went to marina square with the 3a ppl. they all separated la cos some didnt want to eat this, some didnt wanna eat that. really annoying.

25th December
The next day i was out with my siblings and cousins. that was my first time out with my cousins. we havent met for quite a while too. and my eldest cousin looks like some gangster. nice bod, fierce man. the one in green. ate, then walked walked. got my bag.

That night, had seafood! it was greaaat i tell you. i think i ate the most la. really filled myself up. and i think i need to train already.


JUST NOW, went to get my books. intended to go buy school uniform too but farid said they were going out. so i just had to meet up. reached orchard and saw fareez and farid walking. i glanced around, and i saw ahpoh, with two girls infront of him. at first i thought ahpoh was goin out with us. haha.

ppl have been saying i've grown taller. =)

THE FILIPINO
Jason, come back quickly la i want my hubs! haha as you all know he is in the phillipines!*filipino, filipino!* that just reminded me of the black eyed peas song, 'bebot'. ha. He's supposed to get me a new frame! asswipe.

Its almost 5 in the morning and i havent had any shut eye. goodness.
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3:37 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

its official, i havent slept for 17 hours straight. LOL. from 4pm yesterday. weee. and im off tomorrow!
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9:34 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006

If you're sad or just now in the right mood, i'll bet this will cheer you up. its damn funny.










Firstly, FUI! (don't mind ah fui)


Next up, Ghim! Kevin!

Taupok! Haha.



Sorry guys hahahha.
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12:31 AM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

How on earth could i have missed this. And i was broke!

We had to eat at ljs when some people wanted to eat so much at carl's jr. As you can see here, kevin was absolutely posing for the camera while han wei trying to act cute. haha. no offence guys im putting this for fun. =D


This was after the movie. Dont really remember, but someone wanted to go arcade. Not fun. But this was (points downwards). Me and Kevin lost. It was close. Hah.

Don't know what the heck they're doing to fui here. He looks sad. Haha in the LRT/MRT.




This was at Jeremy's place. He eats organic food. See. Looks kinda, different. Pool time! And i would like to thank Jeremy's mum for the kfc.



Lastly, i feel like wearing specs. (though they're not mine.)
That was my day.
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11:58 PM

weee nothing to blog about now.

It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight in your face.
You were content to let me shine
You always walked a step behind.

I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
Only a face without a name

I never once heard you complain

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, yes I do.
I would be nothing without you.

Stand and sound; the guns of glory cry for war
1:52 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

weee my own name on the sticker! self made man.






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10:11 PM

ME CYCLING BACKWARDS. hahaha. Listen to the background voice. i think its jason. this is yesterday's vid.



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8:33 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

ECP, Maride Parade, Parkway Parade, ECP, Lagoon. I repeated ECP twice. One heck of a day.

Okay, I shall explain why. We basically rode a lot around that area. Met up with Jason at 1, I think. Met Amos at Tanah Merah MRT that area. Actually we, no, Jason, insisted on riding to bedok first due to the dark clouds up ahead. I told him it was brighter at the ECP side. So okay, we went to ECP. Rode, rode, and rode. It started to rain. We headed to McDonalds and just slacked. Jason cleaned his wound. He fell for nothing! Seriously Weird.

(I forgot what happened after that)

We went to Marine Parade area because Amos was hungry. He bought blueberry waffles and mango pudding. He also bought for us chocolate waffles. LOL. Bought drinks at MCP supermarket. Damn cheap.

Went to the McDonalds area at Parkway Parade. A lot of people. I finally can ride backwards! LOL. Damn cool. played there. Went back to ECP.

Roxy Square. We cycled in there! When we were going out, they security guard said,'Don't cycle in here.' Amos replied,'Can push?' Guess what the guard said. 'Uh, ya ya push.' LOL. went to the bike shop at Roxy Square carpark. Jofi Cycles. YAYA PAPAYA only the guy. WHAT ever. And so, we went to the 7-11 nearby. Group photo of bikes! There was only mine, Amos and Jason.

Went back to ECP. Did my cycling backwards. Alot of casualties.(Don't worry, nobody died. =) ) Went to lagoon. Played there till it rained. Slacked there. Saw my cousin working there. When he saw me, he straight away pointed both his middle fingers at me, high up in the air. I was like,'WTH!' Talked to him for a while. Bla Bla Bla. Wanted to head home but sadly it rained DAMN heavily. Had to go back to lagoon. Jason ordered satay from my cousin. Got $2 discount. Not bad la. Then Amos and Jason shared money buy 'HAM'? Cockles lah. Had fun eating man. 1st time too.

Finally we rode back home. Me and Jason were singing songs on the way home. Damn funny. Should have recorded.

Actually there's a lot more that happened but im just lazy to say. =) Have a nice day/night. Whatever.


Riding in Roxy!
Mossy. Tsk tsk tsk.
Jason and I.
Group Pic!
Hidden Mickey!
The COCKLES.
He ate a lot.

Our bikes at Jofi Cycles.
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9:57 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

our Mr JayZ! hahahah.

my caramel frap venti with creaaaaaaaaaaaaam.

yay got space in my phone already. 512 only. should have gotten the 1 gig. anyways today was fun. haha.
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11:18 PM

FUCK YOU! hahahaha.
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8:10 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

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11:17 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

weeeeee

finally got new line.

pls delete my old number kay. the 81473442. i'll tell you my new number.

and i accidentally deleted my phonebook list. shit.

k800i!
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12:18 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

yesterday was so last minute. i watched the man u match. okay only la. didnt get much sleep. slept at 6 woke up at 9 like that.

DECEMBER 06
jason said they were going sentosa the next day. then amos said he told me before but i totally forgot!

DECEMBER 07/08
met them at the school bus stop.realised quite alot of people going la, so i thought it was gonna be fun. well it is la. there was amos, suf, weilie, ryan, jason, harry, wing, zao, bert, jac. glad and otah met us up later on. i think thats all la. took bus 10 there, ate at the bk at vivo. wheee whopper with cheese! then took the bus to sentosa.

we went siloso beach. they were preparing for zouk out. interesting. played soccer abit, then went into the water. played alot of nonsense. chicken, dodgeball, volleyball. hahaha. all so lame. then me and wing went to those little islands. swam our way there and wrote on the sand 'HAHA!' and 'HELP'. they said they could see the words from the other side. cool. soon after suf, amos and weilie came. they buried suf for a while then buried me. the sad was freaking soft la. then they did all sorts of nonsense. when going back, we tompang-ed these kayakers. hahah. funny. then halfway we tell them can already then swam back to the beach. had fun la. buried zao after that. we washed up after that.

went back to harbourfront. drank starbucks which was supposedly to be free. i paid $1 for it la. then instead of the ice blended we got the hot one. toffee nut latte. then they dont let us change summore. then ate macs. walked ard vivo.

jason followed me to my place to get my sch u cos we staying over amos' place. my aunt sent us there.

we played pool for like only what, a miserable 5 mins only at amos' hse. then went up to amos place. there was like rations man. haha. cup noodles, milo, apple juice, biscuits and all that. played fifa06 on the xbox. played table tennis on the dining table. played skipping rope. hahaha damn funny. we actually wanted to buy pizza for ourselves but it was too late. 1 person 1 pizza. haha. me, jason, amos, ryan, harry and suf. we decided to go to macs at ecp. wtf.

walked there! damn far. we ran at the underpass. dont know why also. someone started to run and everyone ran! i had blisters, all thanks to amos' sandals. ate there. until 3 plus. then we decided to take a cab to amos place but the taxi drivers didnt allow. wtf! but they say lagoon there can. okay la at least it was near amos' place already. walked back. they intended to swim at 6am. it was ard 4-5. me and amos played a little fifa and then they all slept. in the end everyone slept. woke up at 7 by ryan i think. then washed up and went to school.

DECEMBER 08
went to sch. did a maths with sean. like nobody already there la. talked a while. didnt do anything much. the canteen was also closed. went back to amos place. they watched kids central while i slept. woke up then went home already. siaaaan.

over all, i had like 6hrs++ of sleep only for 2 days, and doing so many things in that period of time. beat that.

WILL POST PICS AS SOON AS AMOS SENDS ME!
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2:58 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. (yeah man)

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. (is it?)

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily. (maybe la uh)

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.(hell yeah)

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.(yes. who the hell made this thing up?!)

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (HAR HAR)

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.( depends la. nobody knows.)

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.( no denying)

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. (they dont think.)

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.( nice one. hahaha)

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. (girls do that?)

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness. (yeah balllllz)

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. (it hurts. really.unless youre some bdsm person who gets aroused when inflicting pain. lol!)

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. (why nuts man. then like that can think like girl already.)

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

lol. haha. thanks rin. its lame la.


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9:26 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

went to ride again today. me, filipino boy and amos. met up with them at jason's house. amos changed his seat with the jason's bmx (suf's ex) haha lol. anyway, we intended to go to the bike shop to get my pegs fixed up, but no! the shop was closed. think they went holiday or something. so i threw the pegs in the bushes near the bike shop (hopefully nobody finds it! =x ). so sad for my bike.

so we rode to ecp as usual. played at lagoon. went back and forth ecp. so boring la. then abit further up the bedok jetty there was a mysterious looking tent. twas weird. there was a couple inside, dont know doing what. threw stones at the tent, but all didnt hit the tent itself. so we continued riding. went mac there saw sid. then he pangseh his friends and rode with us instead. what a friend. haha. then we got bored. and so, we went to marine parade to ride. drank loads of liquids. ate at macs twice. so bored of riding at the same place. then we went home la. mos was listening to his mp3 while jason and i were arguing about the dirty turban thing. at the last part, did the indian guy say 'come again' or 'terminate'? please tell me what you all think. thank you very much. if i were to win the bet, jason would owe me 2 magnum ice creams! haha.

go here, listen, and tell me. dirty turban prank call

I WAS FORCED TO GET RID OF THE LAST PARA. haha

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10:54 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

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4:14 AM

2nd december(yesterday)
school. for a maths. then went out with some of the 3a ppl till night. went to hui fang's place to play pool. and mahjong! weee. aft midnight i think, went to ride with jason and bernard. fun la. until 4plus or 5 i think, went to bernard's place watch new world disorder vid. nice. went home at 6 with jason. bought my nasi lemak ate breakfast at home and slept at 6 plus coming to 7.

3rd december(just now)
woke up at 4plus PM and really really got up at 5. fixed the pedals bernard passed to me and got ready. went to the condo infront of our sch for sth. me, chin chye, darrell, jeremy, huifang and this boy named nat(chin chye's something. dont know what also. relative or friend). 20bucks! after everything, went to jeremy's house, to play pool and mahjong again! haha. 2 days already. then went home.

This battle is on all
You've made beautiful
Now hateful
You wretched life wrecker
Abuser
Now suffer
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1:37 AM