Thursday, January 18, 2007
shit man. i really have to go for my rugby training already. i've really got the urge to go, but it's all about the studies. although i really have to focus on my studying, i still need my attendence for my cca. damnit.
in sec 2, i could vividly remember my try against pioneer(which we lost) but that was the only try we had for that match! i made a really dumb mistake before that pissed off my teammates. khai was like, 'eh faiz! you better not make anymore mistakes and you better score a try to make up for that mistake!' all the others were angry too. that struck me bad. i really felt bad for making dumb mistakes la. almost till the end, i really did score a try for my team. =)
we were of course motivated, but still losing. but i've gotta admit, when they were all shouting at me, i found out it was for a reason; to realise what i have done. although we lost for that match(and also got kicked out for the silverware), i've learnt a lot from my mistakes.
i had loads of battle scars ever since i joined rugby. and most of them were heart-shaped. damn painful la. but cool. hehehe.
love leads to hatred, hatred leads to anger, anger leads to pain, and pain, is just painful. god what the hell am i saying.
our coach was one of a kind. he gave us shitloads of experience, and lectures, but it helped in the end. played with the st. andrews old boys', lots of friendly matches, tournaments and it was worth it. won a few, and of course lost a few..
this year, i'm going all out.all for you.
Stand and sound; the guns of glory cry for war
10:57 PM
